The Sensitive One

As what other people see through me, they may see me as a person with the strongest personality. Someone who's dominating, pioneering, and a leader.

That's what my friends usually define me. But who is Ayes in the other side of life? At home? As a daughter or a sister?

Some people say, your personality defines who you are at home. (Or maybe I am wrong with that one, I dont know. Lol) But anyway, its the other way around for me.

I am the shy type of the family. I am not outspoken. When I feel like there's something wrong, I am scared of confrontations. I AM THE SENSITIVE ONE. I feel everything. Family who brings so much anger or negativity upset me. "Reverse psychology" never worked on me. Instead, it pulls down my self-esteem. I know most of the time what a person is feeling in a situation, I know what to react, but I am not quite able to comment on it. I am fragile.

I am a fighter for others as what they see. Stronger, energetic, present in the moment, happier to help people. But at home, I am actually struggling.