Days have passed, I am closer and closer to the end. Almost July, my mind and heart are completely not into this. As I quit social networking sites for a few weeks. It made me realized that each day is slower than the usual. I cannot wait to get over with my nursing-responsibilities and duties. Everyone pretty much know that I have been waiting for this day to come. Even wished I was in coma while waiting.
My plans and my life are all over the place. Here I am waiting for the first week of July to be done and that signals that I am forever done with one chapter of my life. I am waiting for this do-or-die out of the country plan which may arrive around the same time too. I got pending "offer" that is related to social media, artists, and music, which I think might be my stepping stone of something bigger in the future. I have long time plans that it may take me for another 2-3 more years. I am considering of shifting career.
I am 21, I have no clue if it is normal in my age not to clearly see my future in the next 5 or 10 years. They say I am young but I feel like I have already wasted so much time. My "I should have done this and that" moments.
I am 21, and I havent accomplished anything. Feels like I am useless and it sucks big time.
that's pretty much how i feel all the time.... but at least you see your paths clearer than me. I'm studying accounting and i don't even like it, just because that's what will make my parents shut up and happy.So i still have to figure out what i want and need, so it's just the begining of the strugle.You on the other hand seem to like the nursing part... and i've always imagined you'd do something "social media, artists, and music" related one day, and i honestly think you're perfect for that too.
ReplyDeleteI wish you all the best and keep your head up high, because you've created so many at only 21,you are wonderful and beautiful inside out, never forget that!And i'm not the only one with this opinion, lady!