Thursday, May 28, 2009

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Let's see.. haha this is kinda creepy. cos everything mentioned here is so freaking true..

ANNE MARIZ -
You Are Bold and Fearless


You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.
You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.
But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.

Sunday, May 24, 2009

My 15 Persons

this tagging game is fun!! starting to enjoy all the tagging stuff.. haha.

The Rules:

-Write anything about 15 persons you know
-Do not mention the names of these 15 persons you are referring to
-If someone would ask who these persons are, dont tell them
-Tag 15 persons but dont include the persons you included in your post.

1. you are always there when im about to fall. whenever i feel so low you're just somewhere out there. you know exactly what am i feeling without telling it to you. i love you almighty.

2. you're the most naughty person that i know and sometimes i feel like you dont even care for me. but that's okay. you've sacrificed countless years for us. i know, that's love. and ill never let you down.

3. the path that i chose is always an issue between us and there's nothing i can do about it. honestly, if only i could turn back time, ill probably change everything. you always want the best for me. and that's what hurts the most. you have no idea how many sleepless crying nights i've been through. but i love you thats why im doing this.

4. i've always wanted the feeling of having an older brother. but if having one means losing you, forget about it. im happy and im lucky to have my tres marias.

5. we used to be the ideal 'bestfriends' that everyone is so jealous about. but as time goes by, people change and so are we. im sad to say this but you have lost me. i tried saving the friendship, but i guess it didn't really worked out.. and oh, it supposed to be "we" not just "i".

6. i know its always a surprise, who would have thought that we can be close friends?! we've been in the same school since elementary but we NEVER EVER had the chance to meet each other. we are completely strangers until highschool. funny thing is, we had our first conversation when we are already in college. We are sooo meant to be.

7. woah! happy belated birthday dear!! im your worst friend, best enemy ever! (when we were in highschool) im so SORRY. never intended to be that way. i cannot imagine my life without you. you're the type of person that i consider more than a friend. you're like a sister to me.. i will keep you forever. wheather you like it or not. ha!

8. you're the most random person who's included in my 15 people. you tried your best to be friends with me, and i treated you so BAD. i never opened my heart to know you better. i've been the worst person that you have ever known. IM SOOOOO SORRY!!! lets all move on.

9. we have never met each other. but im happy that i've known a bunch of awesome people like you guys, like what i've said, not just because we share same interests, but because i can FEEL real friendship that we share even though we are miles apart. someday, we'll see each other soon. its going to be a big party! :)

10. we dont talk that often, we dont have special 'nicknames', we dont categorized the level of our friendship, but YOU ARE THE ONLY PERSON WHO KNOWS ME 100%. you know my floss, imperfections, and abilities. ill die without you. i miss you badly.

11. you know what, it hurts that you just thought of me whenever you are sad, depressed, or what so ever. but thats okay and it doesnt change a thing. i am always here for you. i am always at my BEST for you. i will never ever leave you. ill be your shock absorber forever.

12. you have no idea how much i loved you. at the same time, you cannot imagine how much you've hurt me. i keep on falling with your lies. you are my weakness. until this very minute, everytime i think of you, my heart breaks. you're the only person that i imagined marrying someday. but that's bullshit. we are never meant for each other. im moving on.. but you will always be the one who can fill this empty part of my heart. tell me you're happy, and ill let go. star gazing with you is still the best feeling that ive ever felt.

13. you love me so much.. so much that feel like im giving you less. its too much.. you know how much pain that ive been through. thanks for the understanding. you know that i dont deserve someone like you. "its not you.. its me.." <-- typical line that you'll hear from someone, but thats true. i need time. i need space. im always confused. i wouldn't blame you if one day you'll just give up on me.

14. i have never met you either. you dont even know that i exist. but you are a big influence to me. if song writing is your outlet on what you feel, well your songs are MY outlet. you had the most perfect song that would describe exactly what i feel. thank you for writing.

15. everytime we're in the province i never failed to imagine or expect that you're just there, outside the house, sitting, with the toothpick, waiting for us. i miss you so much.. you are the best. you know what, the photo in my wallet is my picture with you when i was little and you're carrying me. you were holding my hand and still with a toothpick! :) really, i miss you.

OHA! direct typed yan ;) though im writing this for more than an hour. but its FUN!! everyone who read this are TAGGED!

Saturday, May 23, 2009

100 FACTS ABOUT ME

1oo facts that you may or may not know about me. Sige nga.. out of 100, how well do you know me? :)

1. full name: Anne Mariz. Anne – from my sister who’s name is Anna (daw) and Mariz combination of mama and papa’s name (Mario and Zita)

2. The youngest in our family.

3. An incoming 4th yr nursing student in Manila Doctors College

4. Full blooded Batanguena. haha

5. Most of the time they call me AYES.

6. I’d rather shop with my family or alone than with friends.

7. Currently obsessed with Gossip Girl.

8. I can eat Sinigang everyday.

9. Cramming is part of my system.

10. I don’t know how to cook.

11. Consider yourself lucky to have a friend like me.

12. I believe in everything happens for a reason.

13. I hate the number 13

14. I believe nothing is permanent in this world.

15. I can’t leave the house without my Ipod.

16. I was a tomboy until middle school. not fond of girly stuff.

17. My eldest sister calls me “Kuya” since we are all girls in the family and they wanted a brother. .

18. Had my first puppy love when I was in Grade 3. Funny cos people tease us until we are in 4th year High school.

19. Sometimes, I like the smell of cigarettes

20. I studied in Saudi Arabia for one year.

21. I hate anything flavored lychee

22. I’ve always wanted to have an inflatable beam bag for my birthday.

23. Tetet (eldest sister) taught me how to swim.

24. I’m a cheerdancer.

25. Hidden passion for singing.

26. I memorized Seven Days by Craig David when I was in Grade 6.

27. I hate text messaging.

28. I’m terrified with horror films.

29. I’m diagnosed with Hyperthyroidism.

30. I often listen to 89.1’s dreamsounds from 10:00pm to 2:00am.

31. I’m a big fan of MariĆ© Digby. I bought all of her albums and some are ordered from Japan.

32. I’ve read Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse and currently reading Breaking Dawn..

33. I believe in sex after marriage.

34. I have more or less 15 striped polo shirts.

35. I have flip flops in almost every color from Old Navy.

36. I’ve never received a bouquet of roses.

37. I don't believe in love at first sight, sparks, or whatever you call it. haha

38. I super hate cockroaches.

39. I’m not afraid with needles anymore. .

40. I’m a love doctor. haha

41. I don't like being tickled.

42. I have friendster, facebook, myspace, multiply, youtube, twitter, blogspot, and a neopet. Haha

43. I’m feeling oh so great for passing my Medical Surgical subject.

44. My scrapbook made for Chilay and Beth is still undone for almost a year now. See, I don’t have any patience with scrapping.

45. My favorite book is ‘The Five People You Meet In Heaven’

46. I love watching melo-dramatic movies.

47. One movie that I recommend worth watching is ‘Mom At Sixteen’.

48. I love surprises and setting up reunions.

49. I like bingo with my cousins in Batangas.

50. I’m a good pretender.

51. A bad influence.

52. I don’t own any high heeled shoe.

53. I super love sour gummy worms.

54. I used to love Voltes 5 when I was little. haha

55. First movie that I watched in a movie house is Lion King.

56. Letters from my high school friends are still with me.

57.i like music with sad lyrics. but it does not mean im always depressed.

58. I prefer rainy season than sunny.

59. I hate riding on a jeepney ever since I lost my phone

60. I had my first ‘Best in Math’ award when I was in nursery.

61. my niece says I overuse my iPod.

62. I’ve got a poor eye sight but never tried eye contacts.

63. why? Cos I’m scared of eye drops.

64. I just check my friendster account to greet the birthday celebrants of the day.

65. I don’t like Michael Jackson. haha

66. Our household helper used to call me “Marishiana” especially waking up in the morning.

67. In some point of my childhood, I wanted to become a policewoman.

68. im addicted to water

69. I have a collection of toy cars before.

70. Someday I would like to learn the Japanese language.

71. star gazing with the one you love is the most perfect thing for me.

72. I enjoy karaoke

73. Im addicted to twitter

74. I don’t know how to use the chopsticks

75. I’m horrible about telling my niece how much I really care for her even though she’s not being nice to me most of the time.

76. I have two dogs

77. My favorite flavor of Ice Cream is Cheese

78. I do not know how to play any instruments

79. I don’t easily ‘forgive and forget’

80. When im out, I often wear shorts, shirt, and a flipflops.

81. I still use piggy banks to save money

82. I got a beer inside my room since 2nd year high school

83. I'm using my father’s old wallet.

84. I love keeping receipts. I don’t know why.

85. I’ve never had chickenpox

86. I love pasta

87. I still can’t eat ice cream without getting it all my school uniform.

88. My favorite movie is If Only

89. I love color black and white.

90. I do have lots of nicknames

91. I love trying something new

92. when I was in elementary, I have this notebook with written poems and quotes by me.

93. I love being appreciated.

94. I hate taking risks.

95. I’m the laziest person ever

96. I easily get hurt emotionally

97. I have problems controlling my emotions

98. Im pessimistic.

99. I have secrets that I'm not telling here.

100. it took me forever to complete this 100 things to write about myself!

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Happy Mother's Day!!



HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO YOU ALL!

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Confused


How will I ever figure out by myself if it's something he has thought of?

In my dream I dream a day that he is fully mine. But am I ready to feel that as soon as I wake up?

If I am everything he wants and needs to see, why does he hold on firmly to the portraits of what went before?

How can I learn if there is a criteria to meet his expectations?

He showed me how much he needs and wants me, which makes me feel I'm not giving him enough.

He is so nice and wonderful to a point that I have convinced myself I don't deserve someone as good as him.

Why must I love a guy with all of my heart but only fill half of his?

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

RECONCILIATION

friendship has its ups and downs. you'll be happy for one second and yet there would come a point that we tend to say things that are tactless and untrue. we might not notice that we did something wrong that may hurt our friend's feelings, or vice versa. either way, best medicine to heal the wound easily? reconciliation.

sometimes reconciling with a friend can be hard to do, especially when your feelings have been hurt.. but yeah, dont throw away a great friendship because of that one single moment. what to do to reconcile easily? remember the good old days. the fun moments. the non stop laughter that you cant even bearly remember what the hell you are laughing at. the memories of being together. ask yourself.. 'what if i never had a chance to talked to them again?' its best to let the time heal the pain and let the anger disappear. try to think of the friendhip at its best.

as you try to remember all the moments that you've shared together, you'll realize how much this person means to you and how important she is. and letting your friend know what you feel is the best way to get past what has happened. one more important thing is to talk. maybe you cant do anything to make everything better but you know things needs to be corrected.

if you are the one that has been doing wrong, that part can be the hardest. but if you can do your best to help your friend understand what happened and what it would take to correct it, then you are one step closer to healing your friendship.

most importantly, heartfelt apology. unintentional or intentional act, forgiveness will come much easier with an apology it all comes down to how important the friendship is to you and no overcoming problems weakens friendships.

When problems arise, you have to remember to see both sides. if you are closed-minded and don't make any effort, then the problem will never start to heal.

Friendships are what keep us going and make us happy, and when you find a good one, don't let it go because of a single moment.

and i personally believe, FRIENDSHIP is sweeter the second time around.. :)

special shout out to my girl, Nicole. much love!

okay, enough said.