Saturday, May 9, 2009

Confused


How will I ever figure out by myself if it's something he has thought of?

In my dream I dream a day that he is fully mine. But am I ready to feel that as soon as I wake up?

If I am everything he wants and needs to see, why does he hold on firmly to the portraits of what went before?

How can I learn if there is a criteria to meet his expectations?

He showed me how much he needs and wants me, which makes me feel I'm not giving him enough.

He is so nice and wonderful to a point that I have convinced myself I don't deserve someone as good as him.

Why must I love a guy with all of my heart but only fill half of his?

1 comment:

  1. if you love someone set it free. if it comes back, it is meant to be. if it doesn't, it never was. no point in holding on of something you cant have and never had. life is so short to waste on too much bullshits. take it from moi, who is beautifully molded by experiences. :)

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